Everything I type now will have something positive or optimistic because I am too freakin blessed to complain about anything. Now that that's out of the way, time to share my recent thoughts about life (and they are happy, promise.) It's been...interesting. I've spent so much of my time trying to find a job, stressing about it, thinking that it will be the answer to all my problems when really I've missed something.
I've missed my quest for passion. When I go on job interviews the main questions I ask the employer is this: "Why is it you do what you do? Why are you doing this job? Because if I am working underneath a superior, they better be passionate about what they do. If they're not, how in the world can I be passionate. I would expect the same passion from the employee. Only problem is that it takes time. Luckily I'm in the process of learning patience.
If I see the good in whatever job I do, and advance God's kingdom by showing his love and goodness to others, then I'm good. My purpose will come, it's about taking in the lessons to be learned in the here and now. In the mean time, I have a part time job at Kelly Services grading the CATS test in the evenings and a part time job at Bath and Body Works in the afternoons as well as with an internship with the Kentucky Center for the Performing Arts.
Yes, some would say that's a lot. No worries, because these jobs are all supposed to be temporary and last until December. I'm thankful to even be making money at the moment. It's been a long time coming and I'm glad that I'm ripping and running somewhere at least. I'm a tough young woman. It helps build character. :-) My time is coming. Only a matter of time.
See, I'm doing better right? ;-)
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